So What Wednesday!

It’s So What Wednesday over at Life After I Dew and I’m linking up after a 6 month hiatus! This week I am saying SO WHAT if….

 

~ I miss Delaney being a teeny tiny new born.... And here is why....

 

~ I regret being a psycho hosebeast when she was first born.  In all fariness I was suffering from a mild form of Post-partum depression and anxiety and unfortunaltey it affected/effected (?) my ability to properly care for her.

 

~ I don't regret enjoying watching her grow into a big girl!  Everyday that she comes home from daycare shes learned something new and it's not always obvious.

 

~ Last night Delaney was just pleased as punch that she learned how to make some cooing/gurguling noise and I encouraged it by cooing/gurguling back.  It was the cutest thing ever and besides, the smiles I would get from her while doing it, BEST. THING. EVER!

 

~ I turned into the mom I promised myself I never would be.  I was adamant that Delaney would never sleep with me in bed.  Well that lasted about um, maybe a month.  Delaney now sleeps with me in bed and it's the most wonderful thing.  She sleeps on her side and I sleep on my side and our faces touch.  I love feeling her hot breath on my face at night, BEST. FEELING. EVER!

 

~ The daycare and I are working together on trying to crib train Delaney, not the best thing ever.  The second she starts to feel herself being lowered down, she starts to scream.  Don't get me wrong, I love sleeping with my baby girl, but I miss my husband something fierce.  My hubby and I haven't slept in bed together in almost a year.  I had a very painful pregnancy that just didn't allow for us to occupy the same bed at the same time.

 

~ I enjoy the fact that I've turned into one of those braggy moms, "OMG, guess what Delaney did last night?!"  or even better, "No joke, but my kid is 9 weeks today and has been sleeping through the night since she was 8 weeks old!"  Don't hate, that last statement is true!

 

~ My parents take Delaney every Friday night for an overnight with Grandma and Grandpa!  Delaney gets spoiled and Tim and I get one night to live like we don't have a kid....

 

~ But trust me, my body knows I have a kid and shuts down after a certain time... 9:00pm is my new midnight!  And 5:00am is my new 9:00am!

 

~ I'm going to close this post down with the most adorable picture of my baby girl!

So... that is it for me on this darling Wednesday, what are you saying so what to?