Thursday Thoughts!

I'm linking up with Jennifer over at Ramblings of a Suburban Mom for Thursday Thoughts!  This Thursday I'm thinking about...

 

~ I can't help but feel like I've done something so bad and now I'm being punished by not being able to provide enough Progesterone to my growing baby.

 

~ For those of you reading and confused, I got test results back showing low Progesterone levels and now I am on Prometrium to drive my levels higher... I'm scared.

 

~ I've been thinking a lot about trying to make ends meet... Mr. Wonderful and I are already struggling to pay for my medical bills as my health insurance is a deductible plan... currently I am in the process of filing for Medicaid.

 

~ I went batsh*t crazy on Mr. Wonderful last night about how he needs to step it up and start helping me pay for my medical expenses as this baby is a two way street and he needs to start pulling his weight... his response... "well maybe you should look into getting a second job."  Mr. Wonderful is very much on my sh*tlist.

 

~ I've already cut waaaaaaay back on my extra cirricular spending yet I am still finding ways to cut back seeming as how I'm currently the only one that has to be financially responsible for this baby... have I mentioned Mr. Wonderful is on my sh*tlist... if not, let me be so kind as to remind you again.

 

~ If you can't tell, I'm a little stressed and pissed... Mr. Wonderful has no idea that he is on my sh*tlist and I would like to keep it that way, hence why I am venting on my blog.  He has no idea my blog exists so this is a good place to go when I'm feeling this way.

 

~ Ok, I'm done venting... on a happy note, I've dug out some baby stuff....

I get excited when I see this stuff... it makes me realize that this really is happening!!!

Well, that's it from here today... what are your thoughts?